1000th Post

I’d say I have not changed much in the past 1000 posts. I hate that.

Looking back on them, I am still broken, and I am still struggling to move on, and I’m still struggling with living life and understanding what I’m doing.

One day, I’m going to move on. One day, I’m going to figure out where I am moving on too. I have a lot of changes I need to make. I need to start now. One of those may include losing someone.

You can’t control life. It keeps moving. Get on and enjoy the ride.

Make decisions to be happy. Live a fulfilling life. I will do that. Time to make decisions that will benefit my life that I will be living alone on the other side of this country.

I will be on my own. And that’s what I need to remember. Who knows what life holds in that new life.

You can’t control life. And that is my one fear that I must get over. I can ignore all this other drama. It’s not worth it.
Focus on the one fear. Conquer it.